Now that I found a point where I’m feeling more focused and relaxed with life, I am trying to fill my time with positive activities.
Bo. Running. Lifting. Working more. Strengthening my faith.
I didn’t think it was possible, but work gets busier by the day. I don’t necessarily mind, but I know that I am neglecting other areas of my life because I’m so busy.
I have neglected Bo, housework, running and meal planning over the weeks. These are all things that I need to care for, for my sanity and for the sanity of Bo, cleanliness of the house, my health and mental well being, and for my waist line!
Probably six days out of seven I take Bo out for a walk in the evening and my boy loves them, at least I know I’m not completely neglecting him. Today was mostly chasing squirrels up trees (his fav) and staring at monuments.
Today was my second week attending Cedar Creek, and I enjoyed it more than last week, believe it or not. I’ve never been a part of a church that I actually connected with. The services aren’t strict, uptight, monotone…they are uplifting, don’t feel structured and I feel that I relate to the pastors more than my previous church. Anyways, I am just loving this new addition to my life.
I’m trying to keep my positive vibes flowing because if my bipolar is triggered in the right way, all I feel are the negative vibes. There are a lot of things that I can see the negative in. A lot. A lot. But, I am choosing the positive to focus my mind on. It’s all about perspective. But there are definitely days where my anger, jealousy and just plain ol’ depression kicks in.
Tomorrow starts another week, make it a great one!